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Thursday, June 25, 2009

Something From A Friend i Found Interesting To Do From Facebook..boredommm..

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
~~ mereka yang saya cuba untuk tidak bergaul dengan lagi..

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
~~
bunyi kakak masak kat dapur..

3. Mungkin saya patut :
~~ pergi sembahyang asar skrg sbb nak masuk kul 7 dah..

4. Saya suka :
~~ makan makanan sedap..

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
~~ amat dirindui sekarang..insyaAllah kami akan bjumpa very soon :)

6.Saya tak paham :
~~ kenapa ada orang yang pelik2 dalam dunia ni..mcm mana diorang boleh betindak dengan begitu kurang hajarnya tanpa belas kasihan atau perasaan sikit pun..tak pikir pun kalau orang lain buat kat diorang mesti diorang pun sakit gak..ish..

7.Saya kehilangan :
~~ beberapa benda yang amat penting sesuatu ketika dahulu yang sehingga kini saya belum dapat maafkan pencurinya itu..

8.Ramai yang berkata :
~~ saya ni lembab..apakan daya, memang betul pun kot..tapi saya tetap mencuba....

9.Makna nama saya :
~~ cahaya yang tertinggi

10.Cinta itu adalah :
~~ sesuatu yang buta, ganjil dan tiba-tiba..tapi hasilnya selalunya indah sangat..kalau sabar, mesti akan jumpa yg sesuai

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
~~ makan makanan yang sangat sedap!! nak gak!!!!!

12.Saya akan cuba :
~~ menjadi seseorang yang lebih produktif di hari2 yang akan datang

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
~~ sesuatu yang menakutkan.....

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
~~ memerlukan gaya kulit yang baru :)

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
~~ saya tidur balik biasanya...

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
~~ melihat aksi2 sekalian orang yang bengong kekadang

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
~~ sesuatu tempat yang melahirkan perasaan-perasaan nervous, penat, pening, ngantuk, insecure dan bnyk lagi

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
~~ kucing saya berkuasa super gemuk dan gebu yang diberi nama Jewel.

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
~~ ntahlah.....

20.Hari ini :
~~ saya kena saman dengan polis..ceit..

21.Malam ini saya akan :
~~  makan malam dgn mak ayah n tgk tv sampai time tidur..

22.Esok pula saya akan :
~~ pegi campus di waktu pagi kemudian pegi makan petang tu insyaAllah..

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
~~ melihat ibu bapa saya bangga dan gembira dengan saya dan dapat memberikan apa sahaja yang diinginkan dan kami sekeluarga gembira dan kawan2 baik saya semua pun gembira dan berjaya dan saya bkahwin dgn kekasih saya mumut dan kami ada anak2 yg comel2 dan kami memiliki sebuah rumah mewah di tepi pantai dan kami berjaya dan kaya raya dan bahagia dan halal kelakuan semua..yes! amin....

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
~~ saya tak suka sangat tengok cermin...

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
~~ adalah tempat beriadah harian

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
~~ sesungguhnya makanan jepun di sushi zanmai sangat sedap yang amat!!!!! silalah cuba jika belum

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
~~ masihlah sesuatu ruangan untuk saya tidur dan melepak dangan jayanya

28.Makanan segera adalah :
~~ sesuatu yang saya dah amat bosan dengan

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
~~ "kakak, abang kata tak makan malam ni!"..

30.Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?
~~ tade siapa, sebab saya tulis balik benda ni dalam blog :p

Frustrated


i know i'm not supposed to be pissed about this since it was my fault and it was an obstruction of traffic somewhat..but i am anyway!!..section 14 is a stupid place when it comes to parking!!..theres no where to park, and stupid jaya33 charges are so bloody cekik darah how can i not give up and park illegally!!..hish..i double parked behind some person and left my number on the windscreen for him/her to call 
if that person needs me to remove my car, but they obviously didnt! then bajet menyusahkan diri reverse menyenget and get me summoned by the cops!! polis ok, bukan JPJ!! IDIOT!! dah lah susahkan diri, for what??!! it's stupid section 14 lah, cannot work together on things ke?..i feel like a horrible driver now, thats why i left my bloody phone number on the windscreen!!..eeeeee!!!!

why.......and i only have myself to blame :(  *sniff sniff



Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Animation Addiction

my top 10 personal anime favs (as of today lah) :-

1.    one piece




2.    naruto




3.    nodame cantabile




4.    gantz




5.    3 x 3 eyes




6.    yu yu hakusho




7.    bleach




8.    cooking master boy




9.    slam dunk




10.  yakitate!! japan


The "no topic" Post


i've found myself in a position many many many times where i really want to update my blog but have nothing to say..i thought i was someone who couldn't shut up..geez..

in order to fill my mind during blackouts such as tonight, i'm writing myself a list of general topics to refer to..(if i write this on a paper of any sort, i'd probably loose it and have to do it all over again..by then i forgot all the topics ready =s)

my ten random topics:-

1.    anime (one piece, bleach, naruto, nodame, gantz, n much much more!!)
2.    social ills and issues (bad drivers!!, ppl who litter!, rude #%! ppl!!, n more)
3.    techno crap (mac products, modern day cool gadgets, etc)
4.    fashion? haha! (shoes!!!, clothes, bags, accessories, etc)
5.    food!! (nyum, nyum, nyum, nyum!!)
6.    arts and crafts (industri kraf tangan desa :D..hehe)
7.    movies! (transformers tommorrow, yeay yeay!)
8.    poetry, plays and performances (want to poyo2 be a thespian lah konon..hehe)
9.    music..hmm...hehehe (munif is saying "poyo!"..hahaha!)
10.  architecture (since it's my major, i guess i shud, huh :p)


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Strings, Wind Pipes and Reverberating Colours

i finally bought a classical compilation cd!..yeay..been wanting one for some time now, ever since i watched "Nodame Cantabile" on animax..hehe..

the cd is called "Unforgettable Classics : The Most Unforgettable Mellow Classics Ever" from One Utama MPH..they had solo cd's of mozart, rachmaninov, haydn and  ravel as well, but i thought i'd just get a compilation first since i'm still quite new at classics..maybe once i've gotten familiar with each musicians style and made sure whose i prefer then i'll start collecting the solos i guess..hehe..

there was this beautiful piano sonata by Ravel (i think) called "Water" ke, "Ripples" ke, "Rain" or something on Nodame..i thought that was sooo beautiful..the Ravel cd at MPH was not in English though so i had no idea what it said..haha..

so yeah, i'm very much into classics right now..if anyone who reads this has great classical/orchestra/quartet/etc knowledge, please drop me some suggestions alright..especially something along the lines of cronos quartet, metallica's S&M, evanescence's lacrymosa, and such rock-ish orchestra-ish stuff..it would be much appreciated :)

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Monday, June 15, 2009

On the Streets of KL


my mom and i walked through jalan masjid india today (and its counter parts) in search for good looking fabrics for baju raya..since we were in the area, we decided to drop by the PAM office to hand in the arch-inquiry claim..

kl being kl, public transport is usually a walk away from wherever you need to go (with the exception of klcc and ampang park ofcourse)..especially in this case, we were headed to jalan tangsi which is located in the middle of nowhere (seriously)..

so we walked all the way from masjid jamek lrt station to dataran merdeka, then cut through the royal selangor club to end up on jalan kinabalu (i think..)..as we arrived in front of the Kuala Lumpur Memorial Library (which was gorgeous-ly reanimated), there was a saviour to my right..

there we found a new and improved public toilet facility..i had to pay 20 cents to enter, but i honestly would have paid RM1 if i had to..not just because i really had to go, but it was a public toilet to be proud of..operating under one of those "urban-tropical-open-toilets" concept, it was really comfortable and clean..a big two thums up to KL..

as our adventure continues, my mom and i had to walk a little further down Selangor Club (back towards the direction we came from because we kinda got lost) then turn left and cross under a fly-over to get to the PAM head-quarters..there, right before we went under the fly-over, we met a creepy malay man walking towards our direction..

he was obviously a drug addict; high and unstable, gripping a knife with a red handle in his right hand..i was too blur to realize what was going on (just to freakin cross the road is a walk of death in kl!) but my mom had already began directing me away..

luckily for us (hehe..but pity them though), there was a mat salleh couple walking slightly ahead of us on our right..i guess the addict felt he could get more by harassing tourists so he adjusted his bearings and headed straight for the mat salleh guy calling "hey, brother!"..they were also quite quick to react, the lady had made a wide detour and the guy took it upon himself to fend the guy off casually..

we were all very very lucky that the creepy guy (maybe feeling a little threatened somehow) probably doubted himself and decided to walk away..my mom, utterly freaked out, dragged me through under the fly-over and persisted we should just call a cab back home as soon as we're done at PAM..

so we did..

that was my KL adventure for today..although dramatic and tiring, at least we got a lot done..KL is quite a circus when it comes down to it..but within this circus, there's so many wonderful things hiding behind its old walls and bustling vehicles..i love it so much, and i hate it at times too..a love-hate relationship; so extremely addictive :-) 

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Sunday, June 14, 2009

Are You Ready for the Next Chapter?


i must admit, i'm no modern disney supporter..all these "hannah montana, camp rock and high school musical-s" are driving me crazy..i have reasons to believe that they poison the minds of todays youth..yup yup yup..

but recently, i've become a victim of this disaster..as much as i want to deny it..i am a fan of a greatly inspiring song (dammit!)...

at the end of these 4 years of utter slogging, there's much to complain and go on about..there were many lessons, many realizations, and sadly many disappointments..it is that damned hard alright..now, emotionally, physically and socially battered, a song sings my exact feelings on the radio..and i just can't help but sing-a-long..


i can almost see it, that dream i'm dreaming
but there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
every step i'm taking, every move i make feels lost with no direction
my faith is shaking but...

i, i have to be strong
got to keep my head held high.

there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes i'm gonna have to lose.
it's not about how fast i get there
not about what's waiting on the other side
it's the climb.

the struggles i faced, the chances i take,
sometimes had knocked me down
but no, i'm not breaking.
i may not like it, 
but these are the moments i'm going to remember most.
i must keep going

and i, i have to be strong
just keep pushing on, cause

there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes i'm gonna have to lose.
it's not about how fast i get there
not about what's waiting on the other side
it's the climb.

so climb...


that's right, these are lyrics to The Climb by Miley Cyrus..but i altered it a little to exaggerate my emotional connection..hahaha!..but personally, i think it's a really good song..

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