Of Kerja & Raya

my first week of work has been interesting and quite the cycle i have to learn to get use to..i can never seem to wake up on time, NEVER..not even on my first day..so today, on friday, 18th of september, i decided that i should not sleep after sahur..i'm just too used to waking up at 1.00++pm everyday for the past month or so that waking up at 6.30am is just highly HIGHLY challenging..

office is fun i guess..haha! damn cacat statement..it's very different from my internship place and the standard UiTM atmosphere, but i like it..no one really talks to anyone except if it's about work so the working environment is rather quiet..i actually really like this since i always zone out when i'm doing stuff so at least i don't come off too awkward..i'm the only Muslim girl which is rather difficult actually, sembahyang and all, but i'm getting along lah..i'm sitting at a diagonal position behind my direct supervisor which is stressful sometimes since he'll observe me doing work just to see if i'm competent enough..the a/c in the office is always so damn cold so i'm always thirsty and my skin is peeling..but better freezing cold than smelting hot right? with the smell of sweat and everything..i'm contented..

oh, oh! and i have to help pick up the phone too sometimes if the secretary and subha, my table neighbour, is busy..i love answering the phone!.."hello/good morning, *** architect.."..hahahahaha..so fun!..i feel all grown-up-working-person already :D

so today i have to be at the office at 8.00am at least, since my supervisor wants me to submit stuff at 10.00am..there's not much left to do, but just in case something stupid happens it's better if i get there earlier..i'm quite scared actually..well, also today every other Malay person in the office is on leave already, so it's gonna be an extra quiet day today..*mental note: must bring ipod*..

haih..ultimately, i cannot wait for raya!!! thank God i slithered my way from giving duit raya this year..hahaha..yalah, baru work 1 week..i have no money to upfront first..sorry ah muh cousins, tahun depan extra sikit lah..make up for this year..HAPPY HARI RAYA EVERYBODY!! may this year be extra special and extra BEST for everyone!! ameen..Maaf Zahir & Batin..

next week..

the guy from the architecture firm called, so i'm gonna be reporting in for duty on monday at freakin 8.30am..oh my..awalnya office hours..

am i excited? hmm..50-50 i guess..i'm not done holiday-ing yet actually..harharhar!

most of my uni friends are already doing something important with their lives and my brain has officially went back to zero so it's probably the right time to kick start my "new era" in life..

so starting next week my everyday life cycle, sleep cycle, social activities and gym time table will officially re-schedule itself..not forgetting that i haven't done sh** for my part 2 applications..hehe..oh, and i'm still owing a few people their books!..oh my oh my..i'm such an idiot sometimes..

well, i have the weekend to do something about it..so yeah, i really should do something about all this..*psych myself*

plus, i should also be revising some basic construction knowledge and such so that i wont come off as an idiot on my first day..so...where did i put my books again?..hmm......*search search*

oh well, here goes the beginning of the end of my "careless-anak-bongsu" phase of life..may what comes next be exciting, fulfilling and attitude changing for the better..insyaAllah....

you spin my head right round, right round, like a record baby right round, round, round

Laparnya...

it is 1.40am and i am so SO HUNGRY...

there's nothing to eat at home, how am i to survive...

when i finally found cheezels stashed away at the back of the cupboard, i now know why it was there.....

BBQ Cheese Flavour!!?? who the heck came up with that!?? tak sedap!!!! :(

*laparnya~* sob sob sob....

Money, money, money, money....

Things/Stuff i want to save up for :-

1. piano classes (RM90 a month)

2. piano-keyboard-thing (RM2990)

3. a Canon D1000 (RM2200)

*because it's the only one that can be considered affordable

4. shopping (RM500 every 2 months)

5. an iTrip (RM350)

6. home hair-styling set (RM190)

7. ori anti-virus (RM79)

8. external hard drive (RM320)

9. budget for portfolio and uni apps (RM500)

*omg, i listed this last :p teruknya...

Wow, now that i look at it..that's a lot of money..oh dear..haha..maybe i'll miss 1 or 2 from the list..well, what ever..i have slightly less than a year to accomplish all of this..insyaAllah..ike ike!!! i can do it!!!