This space contains the ramblings of a post young adult who's in denial..so be warned..i have not got around to updating the links on the left hand side, so also be warned, some of them will lead you to n o t h i n g..it's probably important to also clarify that i write for personal pleasure, thus, most posts are indulgent, whiny or both..happy reading :)

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Tick Tock, Will Time Say Stop?

possibly torn
incomplete and unborn
the feelings inside
which my heart cannot hide

for love or for life
for right or for height
for which passion ignites
for which is brighter in light

dazed and amazed
unbelievably hazed
what i feel inside?
do they feel a flight?


the truth to be told
in future it holds
guilty yet happy?
an epic story...

clear but a liar?
regrettably so familiar
yet cautiously grazing the unfamiliar

this engulfing feeling...
my desire.

Friday, June 6, 2008

cause you gotta have faith :)

sometimes, we really dont realize that we have a lot kept locked up within us until, well for girls, we get our period and our emotions go out of control...

sitting there crying, uncontrollably really lets someone swim deep into ones thoughts and realize things a person never did before..feelings buried so long ago, secrets forgotten, almost entirely since whenever they happened..

there's a saying that the happiest and loudest people in the world have the most to hide..but sometimes people do forget that quite ones do to..the only difference is some people are able enough to carry their burdens and continue walking, while some either find themselves too weak or too afraid and confused to do so..

this is why consideration towards others are so important..since life is filled with so many connections it is easy to forget to regard each person as an individual, and never assume or commit a perception to anyone so easily..

if you feel that your life is filled with torment and frustration, never forget that the person beside you laughing or trying to comfort you may have much much more hidden inside..

being sensitive and positive towards others is always a good trait to practice..we all have our own skeletons in our closet..and everyone should have or should really invest in a person to occasionally rearrange these skeletons with so that life would be easier to handle..

patience and optimism will always, always pay off in the future, no matter how long it takes, if we believe in it and look for it, we will find it eventually..have faith..thats the only thing left these days...